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| 06:46pm 21/05/2004 |
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made to break, its such a fake. how much more will it take. naturally selected not sure im very protected.
so cute so amusing.. music makes its sting less. talents seem so useless i hope i am loved at my best.
a collection of thoughts screams.. and no friends no end. no heart no smile and shit eating grin.
case closed i sapose i should regain the feeling in my toes. i stubbled in and fell hard. trying to hit a elegant pose.
now glenn is scearching for what i i have no clue. now that glenn isnt hurting he doesnt know what the hell to do. |
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| 03:06pm 11/02/2004 |
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its time to ease your mind.. oh yeas its time to press rewind. im looking for the suttle find. or shuttle to take me away from the rest of humankind. Sometimes i feel pretty in. then i wanna GOGO to a warehouse. where i can concentrate, i keep having visions of fashion and roomates who put up nachos signs i think i might do something drastic, never has there punchline with such a powerfull impact.. that when you think think about you feel the top of you skull crack. i will stay black.. cos thats my race. maybee i do feel misplaced, feel like im placed in the middle of media frenzy , if theres so much love to spare how come everybody's so stingy??..... from right here where i stand to the palm of carla's right hand, to the tip of brittanys finger tips, me and aslynn take small sips, its in the air we breathe thats what me and shawn beleive, its trying.. dont be trained what ur selling im not buying!! |
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| rubberband man... |
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| 05:18pm 03/02/2004 |
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meGGaHertz05: falling down a hole.. i just exposed my soul.. leaveing me weaving me in that got damn spider webb killing fillinge with that propaganda that poisons my head glenn is....
meGGaHertz05: nothing more that man.. nothing less that a xxxx up.. if you cant understand my pain then i suggest u shut the xxxx up |
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| dull words for sharp pain? |
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| 02:21am 09/06/2003 |
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trust me im no hero.. im just im just brave and unwise.. fear nothing but fear itself.. i know my mind aint right.
good and evil... dont you hate when they just wont beleive you?
got my cousins.. and my elite group of friends..
if i dont know ur last name we aint friends so dont pretend..
come challange me to a fight in the cold. cold night. im the live in the shadows and gaze at the white stripes.
i got attacked by 2,007 lady bugs.. i saw my love and lost my voice.. so i communicated with smiles and hugs..
i think its gonna be a great day next jan 15th.. im becomeing what i cant really say ... who wants a girlfriend anyway |
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| shes got a glass heart in a plastic body. |
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| 04:24pm 27/04/2003 |
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can i fall off if i was never really on?
can i rebuild my heart after it being so badly torn
does she think of me? i know i sometimes think of her. i hear shes getting married so all my get back together hopes and dreams just started to blur.
im sick of wasteing times and im too short for tall tales.. my current love is only loving and caring and her prompt emails. sad her bad me. leaves me looking for comfort from the TV. if i keep getting covered by this dark cloud how will the angels ever see me?
this is top notch. im done crying a river im working on a ocean. i tell myself im done and there is nothing left for me to learn from this place and every 32 mins and 16 secs i daydream about a smile on her face. i keep trying to make to sense.. but i guess you need dollars for that. so i scream out" I DONT NEED THIS SHIT" you know your typical fit. then a problem pops up weighing 163lbs , what do you know just the right size for me to wrestle with.
youll never be close to me. youll never understand who im not. youll never get to know me. poems of pain yeah i got alot. glenn aint shit to you. so dont flatter yourself by care-ing. i love the ones that never lied to me. if theres so much love to go around why the fuck isnt she share-ing
i should be happy im alive shouldnt i? or should i be some what said that i listed one of my options in bold letters number 3 on the list "DIE"
yes thees are all my words. love glenn |
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| gone like my mind |
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| 04:58pm 25/04/2003 |
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they dont have enough guns to overthrow me. too much coffe and not enough progression
dont eat me... sick sick world sick sick life |
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| 04:43pm 04/04/2003 |
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so goes the everyday routines..
cell phones ring.. gun shots in the night.
right now somewhere some one is being murderd for no reason.. i read that every minute and 40 secs a woman is being raped.
that sucks. war sucks. dont they understand people die in wars. still seems a lil strange that we bomb first then feed. when i walk around center city. i see homeless people everywhere. im confused they are americans. we dont help them. right then when i glance at someone sleeping on the street it makes my problems seem like nothing. here i am depressed over girl troubles and theese people dont know when they will eat another meal. in the end we all become faded pictures |
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| 06:30pm 27/03/2003 |
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dont ask too much.. dont speak to much..they all full of shit.. they about to get flushed..frail body bitches about to get crushed.. now many ways to choose murder on daily news..little kids get abused.. feel like we all gettin used.. many people wanna put the evils to rest.. how about i full in love with her personality and not worry bout the size of her chest.. YESS. its young glenn in tha? place to be? NO! but even though im all alone still come nice with the flow!!:-D |
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| Venting.. by glenn |
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| 07:24pm 19/03/2003 |
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i should have never..shouldnt used my head.. shoulda been clever..thought things was ok though they would get better..how could do theese things that stab my insides.. then wonder why i get upset and scream, cus and cry..what the fuck.. bla bla bla its not like i dont try! talk it out work it out i heard lies from your mouth.. then you dont understand what the fuck is that about?
used to feel so good when i touched you.. believed you i love you , well loved you! but you did what you did...i cant TRUST you so FUCK you..
on a lighter note
still going crazy.. i guess shell never be my lady..guess i'll never find a lady.. they all seem so shady! like slim... dudda dudda duh. im not them..i am past that point where i just pretend.. my heart is soo weak so i must defend.. how could i now im looseing another "best friend" and i wisper "oh lord please not again" ... |
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| 10:10pm 03/03/2003 |
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meaning.?
i still think those thoughts that drive me up a wall..i still sit by the phone hopeing waiting for love to call... im still glenn and glenn still.. seems to get neglected..im still confused.. so watch your step before you get disrespected.
whats a long time? i been writeing way too long. feels like im bleeding to death through the lyrics of my songs.. are they forreal?.. i cant beleive this shit is going on..im glenn say too much.. but i think my mind is gone...shall i transform?.. im reborn.. and my pages will leave you torn.. im not rap im not rock.. im not punk .. im no chump and i wont sell myself short cos bling bling is what they want.. i will try.. it will hurt.. i do bleed, i do cry .. glenn said this glenn said that tell them i said this - " FUCK RAP" - glenn |
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| dont be affraid its just glenn |
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| 07:28pm 03/02/2003 |
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put that bullet in the middle of my head..
then yell and scream.. glenns better off dead.
cross me out of the pages in your book..
show them my pictures and say "this is how a hero looks"
carla please help me, richie please help me.
when i write nobody feels me.. but the drunk girls felt me.
katie anne katie anne you have to understand there alot trouble that comes with me being your man. we made it pretty far.. shall we travel farther..this is the part when i tell u i dream of being a martyr... lets make it happend lets go half on a daughter.
listen to what i speak.. see how i carry myself.
with all this weight on my shoulders i might burry myself.
i wrestle to push my self to the limits.. i must use theese gifts till my life is finnish |
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| go glenn.. yeah its mah birthday.. |
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| 02:17pm 15/01/2003 |
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i use my keyboard like a sword.
cutting through the bullshit. flippin and swithing..watch out how the kid slips.
im falling off the edge of the earth.. come join me. she thinks shes too good i just think shes corny.
for carla,
you mean soo much to so many people..
and im always right here to help you fight the evil.. so pretty inside .. most people are see through. so understanding so easy to speak to..
everybody loves you with theese words i hug you. and im praying to sky for an angel to touch you.. love glenn
hah im 21 today overage and underdrinking |
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| momma was affraid of it |
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| 01:00am 14/11/2002 |
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thought the stars would shine bright..
someone teach me the art of flight..
when the storm came i could feel that really real pain
i tried to break the picture .. but i only cracked the frame
i cant understand somethings in life i dont think im sapose to.i spend alot of time thinking how to put the words together. i wanna thankthe people that inspier me. shawn, richie, rick, joey
those are the folks who have always been there for me. i also wanna to thank the people ive added to that all star team nicole, carla, lauren,shu, luke. |
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| oops there goes....... its madonna's videos |
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| 01:46am 13/11/2002 |
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this cant be the life that i always wanted ... i swear i wanna rip the guts from my stomach..its a cold cold place.. where the fuck is the warm face waiting to greet me? instead i keep comeing across the demons that wanna eat me computer chip chicks.. always tryna delete me.. nobody listens to glenn.. and its better that way .. cos i think they'd get scared if they started to understand the things i say.. this aint a game that i play .. i got devils to slay. i gotta stay afloat fuck saveing the day.. i got a hole in my my heart the more i touch it and poke the more i figure out god plays some twisted ass jokes.. i woke up today thinking my whole life is a sin then went to the mail box, looking FOR my letter from jenn. nothing another day goes.. another night comes.. i keep writing peoms of pain to the sound of richies drums. well damn im on the edge im ready to go fartha..and no ladies i dont trust u if your name aint. nicole,brittany or Carla. no i dont need you.. i dont care if i dont know you. and u would never walk away if i decided to show you, this love its all crazy. i feel soo sick lately.. and everynight in my dreams my ex- girlfriends chase me. now why would god place me, in a place like this its strage cos i can still taste my first kiss. yes ive been told all that glitters aint gold.. but glenn is still glenn im to hard headed to fold.
look in theese words.. and u look into me.
look in this paragraph and maybe u will understand what
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| 09:51pm 24/10/2002 |
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page down page up rain fills my cup tears shed too much cold hands i clutch a reflection of u a reflection of me ... just an image of what life is sapose to be |
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| 03:38am 09/10/2002 |
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im the same son of a bitch from 4 years ago.
thinking that everything was gonna end up peaches and cream. what a bad thought on my part.. i keep dieing in my dreams.
i go to work i get the job done when it comes to not working ive decided to focus on 2 things those being training and flirting.
this isnt a love song nor is it some emo ass poem
this isnt a poem at all this is silent cry for help .
if trendy fucks really wanna be cool TRY BEING YOURSELF!
I TALK ALOT OF SHIT BUT I CAN BACK IT ALL THE FUCK UP !!! |
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| 02:25am 18/09/2002 |
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atten. live journal friends .
if anyone has any idea or photos, drawings anything for an album cover,, thas right folks your boy is tryna move up in the world.
any how send me the goods if u got em .. ..
album.
DUMBER than mature adults.
everyone stay safe
look jenn im making music. |
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| turn it over under .... |
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| 05:41pm 11/09/2002 |
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mood: flushed music: strokes - take it or leave it
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the beat drops again..
sadly found the pain made sort of mad see..
visions and visions of the same damn thing.
tough act to follow.. wheres all the bling,bling.
rap. goth metal, emo , and spoken word. it all came together. as i watched . the towers burn. changed my whole life. still tryna live right. |
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| Its Hard .... we love you joe |
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| 02:26am 10/09/2002 |
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last night.. me shawn joey and alena and dustin went to joe's veiwing. it was the hardest thing i ever did in life soo far. i kept looking at his picture thinking about old time on the wrestling team and our good football games. it took me about 30 or 40 mins to build up the nerve. to go inside . i walked up to the caskit. it was such an unreal feeling. i shook with fear and sadniss. i started asking myself all theese questions. i kept saying to myself this isnt sapose to happen to kids in orlando fl, this was the type of thing that happend back home in philly. Joe looked so un joeish . i was always used to seeing him smile and making funny faces. i could hear him saying my name " hey MINCER do the dance" crazy to think hes gone. i dont think it hitt me untill lastnight. im way too spent to attend the funeral . me and shawn decided we dont wanna see him get put in the ground.. today was a wake up call .. nothing poetic to say but i'll never forgett you joe. love glenn |
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